Blog 8: i dont really know what to call this one

You know when you can create anything with your fingers, provoke and evoke emotions through a few simple notes? well that doesnt help when you cant communicate how you feel through words and melody. When you listen to your idols, and wonder "How did they write that? what motivated them?" when you can answer all those questions, but you cat solve your own problem. My problem is i want to be able to communicate my thoughts through words, and song, and i try to write, but sometimes its so hard to pick a pen up and try. I wonder whats brought the writing block on, and i can never answer the question. forever in envy of those that can communcate how i feel better than i can, jealous even, of my heroes who put forth everything i wish to possess with ease, and i struggle to string a verse together. I want to write lyrics that mean something, and sing them with passion, and melody, and hopefully be able to describe how i feel, and maybe help someone else in the same position, like my heroes to me. Thats my biggest dream and aspiration in life.

Song of the day:

I dont fuckin know